What happened?

Well... In the last year, I've never had the chance to update this particular write up.

So, what's exactly up.

Let's see, from the top of 2009. My grandpa passed away. I picked up cycling, due to the fear of heart problem that exists in my family. I stopped production on GeeksWeekly. Paul was an inspiration, but he does have something that he wishes to do. I guess, nothing is perfect in life. And I have to thank him for the chance that he gave me. All the audio editing skill was what I learned whilst producing the podcast. And it will always be something that I cherish and keep using it for my future projects. I got a job. As a lecturer. From June till December. It was nice, that I know, I can inspire people (hopefully I did). And at times, to understand that I was once naive. Having the fear of not living it up to expectations was always around during that time.

Having been a lecturer, you'd run into problems. Not just simple ones, but complicated ones. Students with problems in their household, trying to get some attention by hook or crook. At times, I was really afraid when that happened. Hopefully I've lived it through and provided sufficient advice. That gave me the experience of a very different view on problems, when it is seen at a more mature age. I too was once young, foolish, and made stupid decisions. Jimmy is his name. And I hope that he does move on.

Even though, I'd hope that I can inspire people, another group of people inspired me. Not a small group. But a large group. From entrepreneurs, entertainers, scientists, friends and even family.

Thanks to these people, I made a move that I never thought I would at such a young age. To start my own business. Chee Yang, Fu How, Yuen Hong. These are the people behind it. I am truly inspired and I want it to be a success. My closest friends, and family. Those who did give me a slap in the face and tell me; "DUDE! WTF! WHAT THE HECK ARE YOU THINKING?" You know who you are, and I truly thank you. I appreciate it. There is always fear in ones life. May it be when you're sitting down and thinking, "Damn, I'm out of a job." Or be it, "How am I going to make money?" These people that I mentioned lit my way through out the struggle. From not having a job, to exploiting my talents and turn it into a gold rush opportunity.

Last but not least, is to learn to see that there is more in life, to grow old, to die, to love, to care for... That view truly knows no boundaries. As an extra inspiration, the heart and soul of an entertainer... the peoples of Pixar...

I have always wanted to write a review of their last feature length film; "Up". I think, there are plenty out there, and I do not wish to repeat what the critics have to say. But back to my point.

Life itself is a journey. Live it out. I definitely will.

Hopefully this sick gut feeling for wanting to care for someone is filled up. =)